just a lil

lets mark off number nine, shall we?
i love you!
night everybody

the time

current song: 18 and life - skid row
current mood: slightly angered
so i figured out what to do with my number ten from my first post
figure out why 6 and 4 repeat haha
some of us, like me, give advice to friends in need
but sometimes, you are the one in need
and you have to take your own advice, but you are too stubborn to take it?
that's were i am at right now
man is it fun
that was sarcasm
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thank you person that is using me.
thank you for all the extra stress
thank you D for being honest and like i said, in time it will happen
thank you ana for being a follower and
inviting me to go see rent. i cant wait
thank you Stephen schwartz for creating the best musical ever
and thank you once again for reading
much love to all

haha yes!

current song: the wizard and i - wicked soundtrack
current mood: accomplished
so take a tiny little nibble of that peach
thank god for band practice
helps you let out a bit of steam.
much was accomplished today.
as in one song down, moving to the next hehe
lets move onto sweet.
life is moving well and for some reason i have no saying tonight
thats weird to me haha
anyways, goodnight my friends
much love to you all!

-_-

current song: enjoy the silence - depeche mode
current mood - aggravated
well, lifes a grand moldy peach. dont take a bite. ever
have you ever tried to be nice to a certain person, but they blow you off like your nothing?
and when they need you, you go to their aid, and when they are done with you, you feel used?
to the person that is doing that to me, i just thought i would say
screw you, im tired of your crap. and sometimes i wonder about us...
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me and seattle have been working on a song
an original song by me
im suppose to put it on youtube once its done so here goes my song.
and the ironic part?
its about the person that i think is using me.
you cant love someone, messin with another
anyways i have practice tomorrow so ill update in the night.
goodnight my friends, and thanks again.

here we go again

current song: dont you (forget about me) - simple minds
current mood: tired
just got back from band practice so im beyond tired
but new music calls me to it and i have to give in
after all it is the new year
to me a new year means alot
new promises
new friends
and yes, even new let downs.
but everyday is a new day and a new reason to love
(that means you E)
a new reason to live
(that means you code-monkey)
but also a new reason to learn
and that one is for me.
so here we go again, starting over
my list of new year resolutions
1.)kick this band into gear
2.)not be so afraid of girls
3.)lose my extra weight
4.)tell my secrets
5.)hold others secrets
6.) tell my parents
7.)finish my stories
8.)become the musician that i want to be
9.) fall in love again
10.)figure what to do with number ten
anyways, i best be going.
much love my friends
an remember, always stand up for yourself (jane)