so the other day
my sister made me the proudest big brother ever
we were sitting in the car waiting for people to show up to park
and i have the radio on
and she says
"i wanna see whats on the radio, k jake?"
and i was like
"sure"
so she goes flipping through all the channels
clicking past todays modern pop and rap
i look at her and she has a kind of defeated face on.
then she goes to the last channel and leaves it on
by this time i had looked away
pretty soon,
i hear guitar blasting through the speakers
she put on some friggin Boston
and i look at her and she is mouthing all the words
i stopped her and said
"lex, how do you know this?"
and she looks back at me and simply says
"i love Boston jake. they are on of the coolest bands ever"
and for the rest of the day
i had a big smile on my face
my sister is the coolest
maybe there is hope for the music business and todays youths music
much love,
jacob

had a moment

so today while taping my room to paint it
i had a moment
a moment of pure bliss
a moment where the light was just right
and the music was the perfect song
and i realized,
i wouldnt want my life any other way
i dont care what anyone says
i have the best life ever
hell
i thought this was living
one of these days imma truly live
hey ernie,
uip for some sky diving?
much love,
jacob

so i was doing more thinking
my friend,
Crystal,
was suppose to go to disneyland this upcoming monday (4/19/10)
me and E were suppose to go,
but i got cancelled due to not having a pass yet
and she (Crystal) was bummed about it
later i found out E might have a bit of a problem going
call me crazy or superstitious but i truly believe
destiny
fate
whatever you wanna call it
but i believe that we are suppose to meet up
all of us,
or none of us.
but thats just my two cents
much love,
jacob

hmmm

so i have been doing some thinking lately
quite a bit of it too
mostly about different decisions i have made
and how my life would differ if i had made a different decision
which brings me to the multiverse theory,
and basically what that is
is that there are an infinite amount of parallel universe siding ours
each holding a different decision, a different choice.
that really brings me to my main point
what if i had never told Desirae how i felt about her?
or what about if i never decided to pick up a guitar
or even what would have happened if i never decided to talk to E in that math class
just really how things would be different for my life and the life of others
or maybe!
it was destiny
dont get me wrong,
but i am very superstitious
and i seem think about things little too much
im sure it will become a problem,
sure to drive myself insane with thought and discovery in my own mind
anyways,
night much love
jacob

better too! My nose burns a wee bit tho. Hungry now. Update later
much love,
jacob

Blog update! New girls at park. First is lexi. The other is jessica. Both really kool. Seeing them again next week. Lookin forward to that lol. Im feelin

nting to barf sic. Bleh. Got my numba? Text me and save me from this. Ill blog again later. Maybe I will barf!
much love,
jacob

ting into the car to find out that myy ipod has been playing for three days and is completely dead. As I type this im at park day and feelin sic. Like wa

So today is just one of those days. Just not felin it. Started with waking up too early, then to damn near burning my skin off in the shower, then to get

Big earthquake. 6.9 in mexicali. I lasted 12 long seconds. It. Wasnt a jerrking kinda feel but more swaying. That was strange.
much love,
jacob

Woo! I am awesome!