back in action

thank you for welcoming me back from the whole

"not being around for your first birthday" thing

i guess i got side tracked.

SO ANYWAYS!

I finished my first semester of college today.

HELL YEAH!

i'm in college!

god it was a tough one too

but next semester

i got this on lockdown

cant stop me now!

oh hey, the TV is on.

im gonna go rot my brain for a month

much love

Jacob

i miss you baby

hey baby

has it really been 7 months since i last saw you?

im sorry i havent been the best like i said i would

but im back now

and thats all that matters, right?

i hope so.

you know you cant help but smile now that i am here

well i guess we should get to business, huh?

oh ya! thats right

wait

what the hell are you doing?

put some clothes on!

OH GOD!

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oh boy is it good to be back?

i think so

how has everyone been?

i have personally been great.

sure there were ups

and downs

but look where we are today!

so this last decade is almost over

pretty crazy, right?

well me being a man of music and movies and movie music,

i have decided to make a list

oh yes,

a list

20 CDs and movies of the last decade

wow. it sounds weird saying that

decade

decade

decawday

but before we get into that

i wanted to say

HOLY FRIGGIN HELL!

i was 8 ten years ago!

in these 10 years

i found out what love is (mostly)

found out who i am

and who i am going to be

i found out that i have not only the best family ever

but the best friends to go along with them

and the two male best friends to go with it

you know who you are

but i found a really great girl that im determined to get

i found out that i am not afraid to be myself anymore

nor am i afraid to speak my mind

over these years

i have found love

lost love

found friends

and lost some along the way

those who have stayed with me

its been a damn blast and here is to another ten!

now

lets get this list started

CDs

20.)In Sorte Diaboli - Dimmu Borgir

19.) Diamonds in the rough - Avenged Sevenfold

18.) lies for the liars - The Used

17.) ruination - Job For A Cowboy

16.)pirates of the Caribbean: dead mans chest - hans zimmer

15.) PotC: curse of the black pearl - hans zimmer

14.) Potc: at worlds end

13.) Homesick - A Day To Remember

12.) 101010 - TINAGOWTFAY

11.) DJ Hero soundtrack

10.) SLASH - Slash

9.) This is War - 30 seconds to mars

8.) Resistance - Muse

7.) Avenged Sevenfold - Avenged Sevenfold

6.) City Of Evil - Avenged Sevenfold

5.) Depths - Oceano

4.) Someday Came Suddenly - Attack Attack

3.) Plastic Beach - Gorillaz

2.) Demon Days - Gorrilaz

1.) Nightmare -Avenged Sevenfold

(Really it was a tough decision between Nightmare and Demon Days)

on further review of the list

i have no idea how Slipknot didnt make it on there...

ehh im too lazy to make a movie list,

so lets just say i like a whole buncha movies!

so hey

i guess...

uhhh

ya ill see you around

mmmmkay?

love you baby

ya thats right

oh ya!

oh!

oh ya come o...

PUT YOUR CLOTHING BACK ON!

much love

Jacob

im back boo!

well jeez!

im a wee bit late, arent i?

alright, where to begin...

where did i leave off?

well i was in the middle of epic week and i can say

it was

EPIC!

probably the best time i have had in a long time

and little did i know that a seed was planted

unintentionally, of course

but who knew that it would grow so quickly

anyways

summer is on. i am getting new shoes

a few CDs

oh and graduating in august

you better be there

yes i know you are reading this

yeah, you!

you know who you arE

but anyways!

im super tired

just got home from joes crab shack

so imma hit the hay

much love!

jacob

CHIN DOWN!

alright shut up
im a day late
not on my period tho
that would be strange
but im a day late on my blogging
so here we are
recap from yesterday
first off,
the 4 hour photoshoot
twas for grad pics
and it went
ah-freakin-mazing
i have to say that
JGC
is the best photographer ever
she works magic with her camera
if you are looking for someone to take photos
this is your woman
these pictures for sure aren't your grandmas pics
she is not the average
"tilt your head and make a fist. Slowly ease it up underneath your chin. Now, just imagine you're weightless, in the middle of the ocean, surrounded by tiny little seahorses."
she is the
"putting permanence to moments so often fleeting"
the link is right there
next is the same day
LOST
OMG
just wow
now is today!
i finally caramelized onions!
they turned out great!
except that they burned a bit.
but learn from mistakes
i will learn from someone else though
because clearly,
i dont make mistakes
much love
jacob

HO SNAP!
turns out im graduating this year
thats a bit scary
but before i leave and venture off into a new world
i need to have the most epic week ever.
starting this Sunday
i will be having the what i am calling
EPIC WEEK
yes, the caps are necessary
i will be updating regularly
in other words, everyday
and my mind was just imploded
this is for my Disney pass holder buddies
that black lady on the opening cue for star tours
that is Aunt Helen from The fresh prince of Bel Air
holy crap!
i never knew that
but back from being side tracked
im finnaly gonna be working on my pirates work again
along side writing two or three new stories and songs
i have alot of work to do
im starting to wonder why i am on here still
much love,
jacob

control

so
i had a moment the other day
then again, more like an hour
anyways,
our TV screwed up
again
so we have to wait till monday
till the dude that did it can come and fix it
again.
so we bring the TV from my 'rents room out into the living room
and we are sitting there for like an hour
trying to figure out how to set up the FIOS box to the old tv
skip to later,
im sweaty and frustrated
but not becuase i had major BS probs settin up the tele
but because we are going through all this trouble
all this trouble just to watch TV
mind you this was saturday
could we not survive two days without the TV?
and what i thought to myself was
are we really in control?
are we that devoted and addicted to television?
i mean, come on people
open your eyes and free your minds!
break away from that box for at least a day.
one whole day.
read a newspaper
mingle with other people
and most of all
question everything
much love,
jacob

so the other day
my sister made me the proudest big brother ever
we were sitting in the car waiting for people to show up to park
and i have the radio on
and she says
"i wanna see whats on the radio, k jake?"
and i was like
"sure"
so she goes flipping through all the channels
clicking past todays modern pop and rap
i look at her and she has a kind of defeated face on.
then she goes to the last channel and leaves it on
by this time i had looked away
pretty soon,
i hear guitar blasting through the speakers
she put on some friggin Boston
and i look at her and she is mouthing all the words
i stopped her and said
"lex, how do you know this?"
and she looks back at me and simply says
"i love Boston jake. they are on of the coolest bands ever"
and for the rest of the day
i had a big smile on my face
my sister is the coolest
maybe there is hope for the music business and todays youths music
much love,
jacob

had a moment

so today while taping my room to paint it
i had a moment
a moment of pure bliss
a moment where the light was just right
and the music was the perfect song
and i realized,
i wouldnt want my life any other way
i dont care what anyone says
i have the best life ever
hell
i thought this was living
one of these days imma truly live
hey ernie,
uip for some sky diving?
much love,
jacob

so i was doing more thinking
my friend,
Crystal,
was suppose to go to disneyland this upcoming monday (4/19/10)
me and E were suppose to go,
but i got cancelled due to not having a pass yet
and she (Crystal) was bummed about it
later i found out E might have a bit of a problem going
call me crazy or superstitious but i truly believe
destiny
fate
whatever you wanna call it
but i believe that we are suppose to meet up
all of us,
or none of us.
but thats just my two cents
much love,
jacob

hmmm

so i have been doing some thinking lately
quite a bit of it too
mostly about different decisions i have made
and how my life would differ if i had made a different decision
which brings me to the multiverse theory,
and basically what that is
is that there are an infinite amount of parallel universe siding ours
each holding a different decision, a different choice.
that really brings me to my main point
what if i had never told Desirae how i felt about her?
or what about if i never decided to pick up a guitar
or even what would have happened if i never decided to talk to E in that math class
just really how things would be different for my life and the life of others
or maybe!
it was destiny
dont get me wrong,
but i am very superstitious
and i seem think about things little too much
im sure it will become a problem,
sure to drive myself insane with thought and discovery in my own mind
anyways,
night much love
jacob

better too! My nose burns a wee bit tho. Hungry now. Update later
much love,
jacob

Blog update! New girls at park. First is lexi. The other is jessica. Both really kool. Seeing them again next week. Lookin forward to that lol. Im feelin

nting to barf sic. Bleh. Got my numba? Text me and save me from this. Ill blog again later. Maybe I will barf!
much love,
jacob

ting into the car to find out that myy ipod has been playing for three days and is completely dead. As I type this im at park day and feelin sic. Like wa

So today is just one of those days. Just not felin it. Started with waking up too early, then to damn near burning my skin off in the shower, then to get

Big earthquake. 6.9 in mexicali. I lasted 12 long seconds. It. Wasnt a jerrking kinda feel but more swaying. That was strange.
much love,
jacob

Woo! I am awesome!

quick post

girls are confusing and suck!
much love
jacob

dads bday

so today is mah dads birfday
happy birfday dad!
i got my new phone too!
i was going through my pics from my old memory card
and realized
i miss the old days
the days when people would show up to park
and i could hang out with everyone
play loud music
but now
its all quiet
and not as fun
i miss a couple people
but anyways!
im not here to talk about my sorrows and memories
im here to make them.
oooo i saw alice in wonderland today!
good movie
"i thought the effects coulda been better" - E
everyones a critic
but totally worth seeing it twice
anyways!
much love

tint of red

woah
so today
right now
20 minutes ago
i saw mars.
it was amazing!
like fer shiz man,
the color is right there!
you know what,
lemme change it up a bit
....
......
...
thats better
nice and red
oh and i did my hair.
jeez, my life is eventful, huh?
but back on to mars,
i found out its 2 months away
and that we wont see it again till 2012
wait a minute
2012?
oh thats right all you skeptical fools
something is bound to happen in 2012
i mean, nothing happened today
but just you wait!
anyways
back to green
...
......
...
thats alot better
oh
and i realized, my life is eventful
i put myself to a challenge
to tab a WHOLE orchestra that is led by Hans Zimmer
know what i mean by tab is turn what i hear, into guitar
yay!
if you wanna follow the progress
you can follow it here
alright
thats all i have to say for today
much love,
jacob

long blog

You unlock this door with the key of imagination. Beyond it is another dimension: a dimension of sound, a dimension of sight, a dimension of mind. You're moving into a land of both shadow and substance, of things and ideas. You've just crossed over into... the Twilight Zone.
okay
you really haven't gone into the twilight zone
but this is my long post,
so technically you have stepped into a rant about music!
now before i get into this,
lets make clear that there will be language
REPEAT THERE WILL BE BAD LANGUAGE!
now onto my post
so i think music is going down hill
like badly
lets take a look at hip hop first
kuz yes
i do like hip hop too.
at least the old stuff old stuff
as far as old rap/ hip hop goes
lets take a step back and step into the days of the notorious B.I.G.


this man was one of the few gods of hip hop.
he was a lyrical master that was killed too young.
he was up there with 2-PAC


B.I.G. killed at the age of 24
2-PAC killed at the age of 25
but a new age has ushered in
an age of auto tune
and over the top profanity
stuff like exhibit A

i mean come on music industry
produce better stuff!
i expected better
or exhibit B

really?
come on
seriously
the best ones out there now are probably...
nobody...
now onto rock
now i think that rock has had its rise and falls
starting at when it was at its best

gods of rock and metal.
easily one of the best groups out there
now this is what rock has turned to

it sounds the same through the whole song
but maybe that wasnt a fair judgment
here is another band that would do better

kings of leon.
great band
ok so now im here
i dont know where im going with this anymore.
but people learn the difference between good and carbon copied BS
try a little
but thats my two cents
much love
jacob

health care!

health care just passed
oh shit
just found out what its about
and once again
oh shit
forcing people to get health care?
i fail to see how thats gonna help
as if most of America isnt in debt as it is
this isnt gonna make it any better
but thats just my two cents
literally...
but on to better things!
and things that wont get me to lose friends.
i have watched two good movies in the past 48 hours
notorious
the movie about the rapper the notorious B.I.G.
great great great movie
great
and astro boy
good movie
cute
funny
a pure kids movie
none of that adult humor crap
watch it!
and a warning
my next post is going to be long so yeah
much love
jacob

yay for angry blogging

oh jeez
okay,
this is my opinion.
let me start off by saying,
people know how passionate i am towards music
and how i feel about acting
and just about all the arts
correction,
how i feel about all the arts
but a blind man can tell you that the arts are slowly dying
especially music, art, and dancing
(shat, is that all of them?)
so when anyone has that glimmer of hope in the arts
(especially music [endorsed by Jacob])
i am the first to do my best to help them embrace it
like my friend, who i will not say her name
shes a good friend of mine and a lyrical writer,
a little shy to open up to showing me, as i write too
but she also has a passion to dance, and paint
thats three things that make her happy in this damn depressing world.
and with the BS that her family is going through
that's what she wants to do
that's what cheers her up
but with her parents telling her things like
"math and language arts is all you need in life"
that's pretty depressing to hear.
and knowing that your life is going to be withered away to something like that
something that you hate with a passion
that's sad.
i personally find that beyond sad
sad that parents, who are suppose to support us in everything we do
excluding drugs
are so blind to their own daughters passion and gift
that they force something else upon them
its misery that they are forcing.
why repress something like that?
and totally don't get me wrong,
math and all that other stuff is important
but forcing that upon someone is damn near condemning them to a 9 to 5
some people are fine with that
but for dreamers
that's not what we want
for any parents that are reading this
please
for the sake of all things holy and unholy alike
embrace your childs passion
embrace what they want.
hell
embrace and hug your damn child!
tell them you love them
and make sure there isn't a moment that they don't know it
you may not see eye to eye with them
but you know
maybe you need to try and see things their way
and let them learn from there own mistakes
not yours.
for gods sake!
let them live life themselves
not you living through them
this is a public service announcement
much love,
Jacob

abrika abrika im back!!!

oh jeez,
i seem to have stumbled upon a lonely old blog
time to post i guess
oh blog,
how it feels good to be back to blogging after a two month hiatus
so lets fill you in!
January,
yeah that is a good place to start
so lets start with the new year
that was kinda boring.
the whole month me and the band had been working our butts off for a party
might i say, we friggin rocked that party.
the party was 1/30/10
the band broke up 1/31/10
that was a downer on an epic scale
but you cant expect anything to last forever, now can you?
moving to February!
i dont remember most of it really.
oh!
captain eo came out!
again!
ummm
oh!
wait... no
oh i found out my ex is pretty bitter lol
ummmm
went to this pretty kool dance. had a good time. met someone (again) that i like
but thats for another post
oh! and now im totally hungry
but!
i come to the conlusion of this blog post
things happen all around you and you dont realize how lucky you are to live
so i adopted a new quote.
life is uncertain, so sin it up.
much love to all
jacob