50th post

wow, its already the end of the year.
thats pretty insane.
so much has happened this year i cant believe actually happened
tonight i dont have much to say though
just really happy new year and i will be posting more often after the new year
oh and RIP Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan.
happy new year to all my family,
friends,
to all the haters,
all the lovers,
the boys of summer,
girls of winter,
and everyone else that i forgot.
much love
always yours
Jacob

bite yer tongue

so i guess i should say
i mite have been wrong
i watched the prince of persia trailer
and i must say
it looks like it has potential
but!
none the less
its still disney
so screw that
much love!

movie review time!

wow
alright,
excuse me if im rusty
but holy crap!
so i made the mistake of seeing the moive
"Paranormal Activity"
that was one of the scariest movies i have seen in a while
though i have noticed a pattern in the reviews
you either love it or you hate it
there is no in between
and in my case
i loved it
it was a wonderful story
the acting (for a couple of nobody's) was absolutely amazing
the fear in the main girls voice and eyes
the psychic did amazing when he returned to the house
he felt it out well
the two main characters in the movie worked well as a couple
between the fighting and the slight annoyance of him towards her
the effects were great
especially the powder scene
i wont spoil it for anyone but it was kinda creepy
all in all i give it a 5 out of 5 for being freakin awesome
but i must agree
dont see it alone
dont

so becuz some of us decided to complain that they "got ripped off"
i thought i would post about the last week
so lets start on wednesday
wednesday is usually the highlight of my week
this week
it was suppose to rain so all the moms went all
"agh! im afraid to have some water on me! lets go to a house so we dont get wet!"
it didnt rain...
so i was stuck in a boy scout house for a couple hours
but thats fine!
kuz i had a couple close friends there with me
one a gurl
one a guy
one named betty
one named seattle
so that day happened
then
all in the same day!
we (the band) had our first photo shoot and that went wonderful
we also wowed the big guns in the same day
so wednesday went well
onto thursday
i must have been hit on the head kuz i dont remember thursday at all
like at all at all
then friday i went to band practice and practiced like hell for our upcoming show
satuurday i went to three soccer games
my bro and sis won their games
but a younger acquaintance lost his on an epic scale
i felt bad but still they put up a great effort and a great fight
onto sunday
i had another photo shoot
we ran around being loud and the wonderful photographer and band mom put up with our BS
love you mom #2
and now were are here!
monday
the day that i am sick
whoopdee frickin doo
is that better?
much love!
jacob

wow
so uhh
im back! woo
so i decided to spend some cash on meh!
and bot a wah wah pedal and it sounds sooooooooooo goood!
i cant wait to use it in the morn!
but i know i havent been around lately,
life has been hectic as butt nuggets lately
lotsa music work and im tryin to fix up my room again
i got a long way to go
anyways!
much love!
jacob

holy hell

so i saw district 9
and holy
crap!
thats all i can say
simply amazing movie
i mean peter jackson redeemed himself of the king kong remake.
i mean seriosuly another amazing movie!
i suggest anyone and everyone go see that movie
much love
jacob

wow!

so i have come to the sad realization that it seems like im going through and i-pod a week
it sucks
i had to take mine in kuz i have a virus on the comp and it uploaded to my i-pod
it wigged the hell out man
so i took it and this guy wiped it and it was on the track to workin again
yay!
until!
it decided that it didnt want the backlight to work anymore
so that happened and the guy was all
"have you dropped it in water?"
and i was all
"no"
and hes like
"imma take it to the back and test it"
two minutes later
he comes out and is all
"alright, so i have no idea what is going on but imma give you a new one"
and i was all
"=D"
SOOOOOO
i got a new ipod today and now im happy
yay!
much love
jacob!

Les Paul

guitar legend Les Paul died today
he was 94
one of the greatest guitarists to ever live
the music business has lost another legend
Rest in Peace
1915 - 2009

huzzah!

so i hurt my knee while at the pool today
i got out of the water slide and it bent back and was all
caaarrraaack!
and i was all
ow!
but then just passed it off.
three hours later
im limping!
oh the joy
so ya,
i had a good day with my friends lil bro
hes a good kid
alright! now onto the movie review

simply amazing
but a tad confusing
its a great movie
if you decide to follow the online stuff its even better
thats all
much love
night

hey joe, what do you know?

simply put
this is one of the best movies i have ever seen
a good story with top of the line effects for a 2001 movie
it is sad but a riveting cast in it
i would suggest this movie to anybody
yes even you E
i would make this required watching for any kid from the age of 12 and up

"Come away O human child
To the waters and the wild
With a fairy hand in hand
For the world's more full of weeping
Than you can understand. "
much love (no pun intended)
jacob
next movies up
RENT
and
cloverfield

alright!
i have another music post
some beasty tracks that people need to listen to
hes a pirate - Dj tiesto
welcome home - coheed and cambria
ocean avenue - yellowcard
razor - foo fighters
come fly with me - frank sinatra
zoot suit riot - cherry poppin daddys
your feet too big - fats waller
you got another thing comin - judas priest
a mandatory sacrifice - oceano
district of misery - oceano
some of the best tracks i have ever had the pleasure of listening to
much love
jacob

so i just watched "event horizon"
kinda weerd ending
but overall a good movie
horror
sci-fi
actiony?
saweet!
so now i count down the days till i go see wicked
i got ummmm
......
i dont know how many but i kant wait!
anyways
im tired
much love
night!
jacob

so i have the best friends in the world
and the most anger towards this movie
here we go.
part one
allie is one of the best friends i have ever had
after all these years
she remembered that i am a fan of the punisher
be it the comics or the movies
i love the punisher
but anyways she gets me this

thats right!
isnt it amazing?
its from 1992 also so its amazing
i love it
im afraid to open it though
part two
i am uber pissed
they are making a movie based on the prince of persia
one of the koolest games around
here is the poster

oh ya did i tell you that jake gyllenhaal is playing him?
yup
oh and see that thing at the bottom?
ya its an EFFING DISNEY MOVIE!
UGH!
I KANT STAND THIS!
anyways
much love every one
jacob
no day but today

6/25/2009

it is a sad day for the music buisness
and musicians all around the world
a music legend
a music god
has passed away
Michael Jackson has died
it was due to cardiac arrest
he was rushed to the hospital where he was not breathing
they tried to resuscitate him
but to no avail
three in a row
first
Edward Leon McMahon
next
Ferrah Leni Fawcett
and now a legend
Michael Joseph Jackson
goodnight sweet prince
rest in peace
August 29 1958 - June 25 2009
much love
jacob

im back

well im back after not posting for who knows how long
i have been busy with disneyland and music and band
so much crap has been going on with my personal life too
but enough of that
i am trying to get a job now and looking for a college
i have my eyes set on one already
just hoping i can get a scholarship and raise enough money to go there
its amazing
also we had our first gig and it went well
but anyways
thats all for now
much love
jacob

spirit of adventure

just got back from UP
amazing movie
i loved it
it was cute
funny
and sad all at the same time
you gotta see it loves
check it
did you listen to oceano yet?
much love,
jake

im bored and
i want tacos
and my love back
god i miss her
now, do your self a favor
and listen to oceano
one of the best bands ever
much love,
jacob

really?

how could i not think of something like this?
really?
like, read each others blog and use that to communicate?
god your the best.
i love you too.
i miss you sooo much right now, like you dont even know desi.
im hoping to see you soon,.
you know how we can be when we put our minds together =D.
love you forever babe


and to the rest of you,
well
idk really
time to go
night
much love
jake

im done

current song: ill cover you (reprise)
current mood: depressed
im done
i don't know what to do
they took her from me and i don't know where im going next
its over
i knew what i had
and i loved her dearly
i miss her so much
i cant talk to her for 3 years
i cant see her for 3 years
i cant hold her or kiss her for 3 years
i have been removed from her life by force
babe, i have no idea if your gonna be able to read this
but i wanted to say
desirae, i love you

oh wow!

holy freaking crap kidlets!
i had an amazing weekend
so lets start on friday
i went to disneyland
wooo!
got on the jungle cruise and had the best guide
that guy was amazing!
then got on pirates and it was waaaay better than i remember
then to thunder mountain for the first time,
it was pretty great
then we got on to the indiana jones ride
got the hardest door to get
the middle door.
ya i know it was crazy
and then i got a few compliments about what i was wearing
yayaya
then go to the next day
i went to willoughs baseball game
and it was pretty sweet!
then i blew crap up in falllout
made stuff go BOOM!
then my brother got my moms bra stuck on his head.
funniest
stuff
ever
hehe that was funny
then
band practice
woooo!
we are amazing once again!
oh man
life is amazing
and not just cuz of everything that has been happenening,
but i am utterly
and completely
in love.
and i have picked up a new religion
and everything feels different
i love it!
night everybody
much love,
heretic hogan

friday, may 9th

omfg
that was amazing!
dudes, i swear it was the most fun i had at disneyland in like
FOREVER!
oh god,
i mean, i met E for the first time
and we had a blast
and we hung out with his friend corina too
all i kan say is it was loud, and too short
so much fun
goodness, im still sore and tired
since E-Harmony didnt post pics, i shall take the liberty of it
you can tell who is who
much love,
cobb
P.S. more pics will come soon

hehe

greatest
day
EVER!
ugh!
i dont even know where to start!
so i wont
ill just let you come up with a story in your head
only the people that were included know the story hehe
lol anyways im giddy as hell at the moment
my stomachs all flip floppy haha
anyways,
i also cut my finger today
it stung
but i washed it
in dirt
and it stung more
so i washed it off in water lol
then i dried up and i was all better
anyways!
much love nite!
heretic hogan
P.S. <3 =D

so i just thought i would say

current song: ill cover (reprise)
current mood: happy
i just thought i would say something really fast
she is simply the best
i cant see my life without her
i love you!
"cuz id die, without you" - RENT
much love,
heretic hogan
<3

alrite

as promised, here are my before pics
after pics will be coming in a at least two or three months
much love,
heretic hogan

woah!

so i finished primering my room and its way too bright in the day.
burns my eyes.
and this time i promise that i will post pics tomorrow.
much love,
heretic hogan

woo!

so E remembers when i was talking about me doin my room,
well i finally started. i have before pics,
and want to have it finished by summer break.
i will post my b4 and after pics.
but first my b4 pics.



tomorrow
much love,

heretic hogan

wow

song: razor
artist: foo fighters
mood: afraid

first things first
to any of you that read my latest blog post,
and was offended
i would like to apologize.
next off
for the first time in a very long time
i am genuinely afraid
im going to make a reference to my last post
when the priest said that "the end of the world is imminent" i passed it off
i thought nothing of it
then i started reading more about "the swine flu"
and i started to think
and as i started thinking more and more
i think that it could be true
i mean
i have always been the superstitious type
and this hit me pretty hard
what if we are slowly inching towards it?
what if are about to hit a pandemic as bad as the black plague?
or the holocaust in the form of a disease?
my friends
i know each of us has a different religion
we each have our gods
some of us its buddah
some of us its god
some its allah
and others its satan
but no matter who your god is
this is a scary time for us all
weather your like me,
graduating
and confused
or your like rachel
just into highschool
and is dealing with her fam and her dreams
and confusion about herself
this is the time that we must throw aside our differences
and come together as one
to be joined together in love
much love,
heretic hogan

RENT

DISCLAIMER:
I KNOW I HAVE A FEW RELIGIOUS READERS OUT THERE
AND EVEN THOUGH I DON'T FULLY AGREE WITH THERE BELIEFS
I RESPECT THE LIFESTYLE THEY CHOSEN
AND DO NOT WISH TO HARM THERE FEELINGS IN ANY WAY
SHAPE
OR FORM
THIS NEXT BLOG POST CONTAINS:
HARSH WORDS ABOUT RELIGION
MY PERSONAL OPINIONS THAT I HOPE YOU WILL RESPECT TOO
SOME CUSSING THAT WILL INCLUDE F-BOMBS
THANK YOU
as i am sure that most of you know,
i am a big fan of rent
i have been wanting to get into a production of it
be it a school production or a community one
i want to be in it
and when i heard that corona del mar highschool was doin it
i got J-E-A-L-O-U-S
but i was happy for them
but!
the plot gets better
because a church was offended, they decided to protest
im fine with that
if they were in california
but nooooo
they had to be from kansas
mother-freaking kansas
i mean come on
couldnt you have protested over the internet
well no. they come to cali
to protest a bunch of kids doing and performing what they love
isnt that sad?
but it gets better
im not one to be political
but this kinda ticked me
they are calling obama the anti-christ
and the "leaders" are saying the world is ending because of him
who do they think they are calling our president that
alright
that passed
but OH! it gets fucking better
they decide to have a website
domain name
god hates fags dot com
last i checked religion is supposed to be peaceful
but nope you ass-hats gotta be dicks and go and say that
i thought god "loved" all his children
dont give me that bull-shit anymore
cuz i wont take it
and here is an exact quote from the report
"Westboro Baptist Church leaders reportedly believe the end of the world is imminent and that President Barack Obama is the antichrist. Church members have shown up at soldiers' funerals, contending they were killed by God because America is accepting of homosexuality."
wow
seriously?
are you kidding me?
that didn't pass
but wait!
there's more
they think that god is killing our troops
because America is accepting homosexuality
leave now
3
2
1
times up
who the FUCK do they think they are saying something like that?
how fucking dare they say something so obscene?
i thought religion was suppose to bring us together
but are they so blind
that they do not see that it is further separating us?
and then they also go and protest at soldiers funerals
holding signs that say
"god hates fags"
"thank god for dead soldiers"
"thank god for 9/11"
no!
i will thank god when ass-holes like them are removed from this earth in the most vicious way ever
i do not agree with what they are saying
and for those who do,
look in the mirror and see the true anti-christ in you
who is the evil one?
who are the real sinners?
ask yourselves that and see what you are doing wrong
"Where is your Glory now, people?
Where are your Gods and politicians?
Where is your Shame and Salvation?
You Rage for no reason because you have no Reason.
What have you ever FOUGHT for?
What have you ever BLED for?
The Face of the Earth is scarred with the Walking Dead.
The Age of the Gross is a Living Virus.
This is the future you have created.
This is the world you have set ablaze.
ALL YOUR LIES ARE COMING TRUE.
ALL FREEDOM IS LOST.
ALL HOPE IS GONE. "
-
corey taylor
slipknot
and now i ask you my friends
"what if god doesnt care?"
much love
heretic hogan

...

idk right now =/
much love,
hogan

are you kidding me?

so im angry
again
i think the entartainment buisness is trying to kill me
heres the story
im looking at the pics of the new x-men movie
you know, x-men origins: Wolverine.
well i am looking at who they cast for each charecter
i was pleased, very pleased with who they cast for each person
i mean, hugh jackman as wolverine was always the best pick out there
but i come across a pic of a celebrity that looked familiar.
in a bad way.
very bad.
it was ryan reynolds.
and i hate that man with a passion
a passion unknown to this world
and at first i was like
"ok, no big. he will prolly be killed off fast"
but they cast him as one of my favorite charecters
deadpool
o
m
f
g
im going to murder the person that cast him as deadpool
like really,
couldnt they find another person to play deadpool?
someone that is more, idk, awesome?
built?
a better effing actor?
come on! screw you buisness.
you now suck.
unless this movie is good.
but who knows.
anyways who wants to go see it with me? hehe
much love,
heretic hogan
P.S. jo bros suck

about music

ok, lets start this off good,
i fell in love today.
i had a great day
but there are no pics cuz i forgot my camera so no pics today loves.
but!
i have an issue to talk about.
i am angry with the music industry.
they have been getting on my nerves because of the music that they have been pushing out.
it has been going too long, and its about time that i say something about it.
so i was talking to my friend today, and she said that she was listening to poker face by lady gaga.
and the first thing i though was "are you kidding me?".
i mean really, are the people in the music industry really that much of money whores that they are gonna rub out another half-assed rapper?
or another hip-hop star thats going to have one hit then go away for the rest of our lives.
do we REALLY need that crap infecting our ears?
and it doesnt just pertain to the rap and hip-hop people,
it kan also be with the rock industry.
like the jonas brothers
(... ew)
and... wait a minute, now that i think of it, i kant find any bands that have failed. not one, so it IS the hip-hop and rap industry?
are they really the root of all evil?
wouldnt be surprised.
freackin rappers sucking us dry of our money becuz they think they really have talent? that is not talent.
anyone can put words that rhyme together to a beat and kall it a hit song.
its all the same carbon copied BS that was forced down americas throat last year, and the year before that.
so to the hip-hop and rap music industry (ya you soulja boy and other rappers that suck butt) screw off, make music that is worth our time of listening to.
thank you
heretic hogan

epic music?

so i have come across music that i think is awesome.
i mean very awesome.
and there are lists of music that i think are beyond awesome.
they fall into the "epic" category.
i bought one of those songs last night.
"welcome home" by coheed and cambria.
buy it and listen to it.
let it fill your sense.
anyways, im going to park tomorrow to fall in love again,
ill prolly update tomorrow so sit tight kids, ill be back.
much love
heretic hogan

P.S. more music will be added in the coming posts

so i officially hate itunes. i wanted to get misery buisness and they raised the price from 99 cents to a buck 29. what the F***!!!
AS IF THEY DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY ALREADY THEY RAISE THE PRICE! WHAT KRAP IS THAT?!?!?
SCREW THEM!
much love
heretic hogan

......... =D

so have you ever had one of those days were you wake up in the morning and say, no think, "this is gonna be a great day". well that happened to me today. woke up to some hatebreed, the sound of coffee being ground, and my brother coming into my room saying "you up yet?" and at that moment i knew it was gonna be a great day. so i made stuff for park day, packed up and left to park day. got there and saw my frends again, surprisingly didnt play paige, but hung out with D, tessa, seattle, ceaser, jazz, kayla, nathan, and casey. whole mess of people and a whole mess of eggs that needed to be counted. 767 eggs to be exact haha. then we had to hide them, which was done (horribly lol) and watched the little monkeys search for them. it was like hoards of tiny dinos looking for eggs haha. then after it was over me and the fools kicked it in our hut, and i spent some muched needed, wanted and deserved time with a good frend hehe. then kleaned up, went to the car and went home.
so i had a wonderful day.
she made it perfect.
=D
nite
much love

heretic hogan

soo

current song: goodbye love - RENT
current mood: a bit sad
so i missed a party last saturday. nicholes sweet 16. big shout out to her. and it makes me sad, cuz the... a friend who looked amazing was there. so its kinda a drag that i missed it. and missed the party. missed... my frend.
anyways,
nite much love
jake

new addition!

so we have someone new in our family!
please help me welcome swami
pronounced SWO-ME
he looks just like me.
a sexy beast. everybody say hi swami!
much love!

a day in LA

a day in LA and all its run ins
first off let me say thank you ana for taking me
to go see rent
secondly: i am SO moving there one day
its so full of life and energy and great eats haha
so as you just found out, i went to see rent (hey! im rhyming)
and it was AH-FREAKING-MAZING!
Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp were at the top of there game
they are the best i have seen so far so kudos to them.
but not just them, the whole cast
a big shout out to Michael McElroy and Justin Johnston
for being the best Collins and Angel i have ever seen and heard
so major props to them
and i also ran into anonymous
you know, those guys that were protesting scientology?
ya they were in Hollywood
and i will be honest, i support them all the way
screww you scientology
anyways heres some pics that i took
much love to all of you

always yours, jacob

^_^

this has to have been one of my best weekends ever
between band practice
hanging out with my best friend (felicia)
and hanging with D
i had one of the best weekends ever
it started with a rocking band practice and a half naked anthony
moving to fast played music,
a shredded guitar string (mine)
a new guitar soft case
being bitten by willough (foo >_>)
to hanging felicia
talking
pizza
laughing
acting like retards in public
listening to a mad mix of awesome
then over to jasmines house
watching quarantine (sucky)
playing X-BOX 360
playing hide n' go seek (dont comment, its fun)
and having the gurls freak out cuz of the movie
then having dennys for din it was a bad-ass weekend
but alas it went too fast
so i will tell you this
spend your time with your loved ones wisely
the end is nigh
much love to all
i love you! (you know who you are hehe)

>_<

current song:without you RENT
current mood: worried
well i screwed up royaly
i went over my minutes and imma owe my parents money
and i have a bad feeling its big money
anyways
life has been good
i have been helping a friend in need
and loving life since i have been in love
hard to believe its been less then a month
but thought id say "HI E! miss you dude"
but anyways
much love to you all
true qoute for tonight
"It doesn't take a genius to see the world has problems. "
adrian veidt
watchmen

hehe

seriously
this life is on a roll
first the weekend was the best
then band practice was the best we have had in forever
then today me and D won the competition
thats right biznitches!
we won
not you!
we did!
20 bucks to borders?
yes please
dont mess with me and D
D will grill your face off
and i will to once my water decides to boil...
anyways heres my qoute
"No. Not even in the face of Armageddon. Never compromise."
rorschach
watchmen

=D

well today was a great day for me. i cooked
saw D
learned almost all of ace of spades
and had the best V-day since i was with kellie!
and just to show off i cooked with D making today the best V-day.
we are entering a contest this Tuesday
so heres to us and when we kick the competitions butt
i will tell all two of you haha
anyways life is great
"Once you realize what a joke everything is, being the Comedian is the only thing that makes sense" - the comedian, watchmen
much love to all
goodnite!

hmmm =]

current song: la vie boheme A/B from rent
current mood: wonderful
well today was a great day. bowling with friends. just kicking it
it started with conflict and ended in awesome
just look at the pics foo's and you should understand
much love,
P.S. i love you. you know who you are hehe =D
P.P.S. the password is paperclips haha

heres my pics

...

current song:i hate everything about you - three days grace
current mood: down
i had my weekend
my weekend of silence
peace
meditation
over 6 hours of meditation in one day
and to be honest, the day after i felt so wonderful
that was at the beginning of the day
as the day started to come to an end, i realized that somethings are inevitable
pain is inevitable
anger is inevitable
and the worst two
longing to be with that one person you cant be with is inevitable
jealousy is inevitable
i honestly thought i was there
i thought i would be able to be me for longer
but now i think this last weekend was a failure
it was a waste of time
i dont think imma do it again next month
i love you all. see you soon

just some things

current song: beating on deaths door - lamb of god
current mood: hungry
i have no idea why im here, but i thought i would tell you some stuff about me
1. i have a hate for boy scouts
2. i am ashamed to admit that i have a small love for rap
3. i think im a white asian guy on the inside
4. im constantly hungry
5. music wasnt always my passion
6. i am a big tech nerd
7. i have only been in love three times in my life
8. after falling in love the first time, i promised i never would again
9. i broke that promise. and im damn proud of it
10. my favorite number is my age. 16
anyways! much love my friends.
life is love
love is metal
metal is brutal
brutal is metal
metal is love
love is life

just a lil

lets mark off number nine, shall we?
i love you!
night everybody

the time

current song: 18 and life - skid row
current mood: slightly angered
so i figured out what to do with my number ten from my first post
figure out why 6 and 4 repeat haha
some of us, like me, give advice to friends in need
but sometimes, you are the one in need
and you have to take your own advice, but you are too stubborn to take it?
that's were i am at right now
man is it fun
that was sarcasm
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thank you person that is using me.
thank you for all the extra stress
thank you D for being honest and like i said, in time it will happen
thank you ana for being a follower and
inviting me to go see rent. i cant wait
thank you Stephen schwartz for creating the best musical ever
and thank you once again for reading
much love to all

haha yes!

current song: the wizard and i - wicked soundtrack
current mood: accomplished
so take a tiny little nibble of that peach
thank god for band practice
helps you let out a bit of steam.
much was accomplished today.
as in one song down, moving to the next hehe
lets move onto sweet.
life is moving well and for some reason i have no saying tonight
thats weird to me haha
anyways, goodnight my friends
much love to you all!

-_-

current song: enjoy the silence - depeche mode
current mood - aggravated
well, lifes a grand moldy peach. dont take a bite. ever
have you ever tried to be nice to a certain person, but they blow you off like your nothing?
and when they need you, you go to their aid, and when they are done with you, you feel used?
to the person that is doing that to me, i just thought i would say
screw you, im tired of your crap. and sometimes i wonder about us...
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me and seattle have been working on a song
an original song by me
im suppose to put it on youtube once its done so here goes my song.
and the ironic part?
its about the person that i think is using me.
you cant love someone, messin with another
anyways i have practice tomorrow so ill update in the night.
goodnight my friends, and thanks again.

here we go again

current song: dont you (forget about me) - simple minds
current mood: tired
just got back from band practice so im beyond tired
but new music calls me to it and i have to give in
after all it is the new year
to me a new year means alot
new promises
new friends
and yes, even new let downs.
but everyday is a new day and a new reason to love
(that means you E)
a new reason to live
(that means you code-monkey)
but also a new reason to learn
and that one is for me.
so here we go again, starting over
my list of new year resolutions
1.)kick this band into gear
2.)not be so afraid of girls
3.)lose my extra weight
4.)tell my secrets
5.)hold others secrets
6.) tell my parents
7.)finish my stories
8.)become the musician that i want to be
9.) fall in love again
10.)figure what to do with number ten
anyways, i best be going.
much love my friends
an remember, always stand up for yourself (jane)