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current song:i hate everything about you - three days grace
current mood: down
i had my weekend
my weekend of silence
peace
meditation
over 6 hours of meditation in one day
and to be honest, the day after i felt so wonderful
that was at the beginning of the day
as the day started to come to an end, i realized that somethings are inevitable
pain is inevitable
anger is inevitable
and the worst two
longing to be with that one person you cant be with is inevitable
jealousy is inevitable
i honestly thought i was there
i thought i would be able to be me for longer
but now i think this last weekend was a failure
it was a waste of time
i dont think imma do it again next month
i love you all. see you soon