hmmm

so i have been doing some thinking lately
quite a bit of it too
mostly about different decisions i have made
and how my life would differ if i had made a different decision
which brings me to the multiverse theory,
and basically what that is
is that there are an infinite amount of parallel universe siding ours
each holding a different decision, a different choice.
that really brings me to my main point
what if i had never told Desirae how i felt about her?
or what about if i never decided to pick up a guitar
or even what would have happened if i never decided to talk to E in that math class
just really how things would be different for my life and the life of others
or maybe!
it was destiny
dont get me wrong,
but i am very superstitious
and i seem think about things little too much
im sure it will become a problem,
sure to drive myself insane with thought and discovery in my own mind
anyways,
night much love
jacob